Going to blog again....

I been wanting to blog again for so long, I just keep forgetting to set it up or update. With my husband gone, I get bored and I like to write/talk about my day but don't seem to have anyone to tell that too. So I would like to do that here. It will keep me busy at night and give me something to do. I use to blog daily when I had a Live Journal many moons ago. My husband deployed about a month ago and since then I have been so lonely. I don't have much friends out here. I am so shy and Its hard for me to make any friends around here when you don't make attempts to make any friends. I don't have social anxiety, but I do get depressed and I have to take anti-depressents to help me make it through the day. I am part of a few groups on Facebook and I will be attending their events that they plan weekly. Most of them look like fun not only for me but for my son. I really want to make more friends mostly for my son, he loves to play with other kids. And I of course love to have adult conversations with other mommies or other wives. I am trying though and I feel like I am getting better. I just have to take it one day at a time. I am done for now. I will post more later!